mark twain's innocents abroad

this one is already fun.

i have become interested in knowing more about mark twain, his works and his beliefs. and i hoped this book would also give me insight into the way americans travel - because the peace corps, as i understand it, was a response to the negative vibes we tend to emit.

i was suprised to read the following early in the book (other readers may not be so suprised):

"The donkeys and the men, women and children of the family, all eat and sleep in the same room, and are unclean, are ravaged by vermin, and are truly happy. The people lie, and cheat the stranger, and are desperately ignorant, and have hardly any reverence for their dead. The latter trait shows how`little better they are than the donkeys they eat and sleep with." p45

here he is describing the Azores because, he says, little is known of it in america and he is moved to include the "dry facts" of it. p44

my goodness.

war in the pacific

my dad got this book as a gift from my mom when thet visited pearl harbor a year or two back. and as my mom said he read the whole thing though he never reads.

he let me borrow it as i was interested in the way timor was treated during world war 2. i learned quite abit about the pacific war and se asia - i guess it didnt sink in in high school.

but the biggest things i learned that may be of use concern the beliefs of the japanese army and the way they dealt with their captives.

there are some boards referenced that i need to fetch...

the first human

i have forgotten to mention that a while back i listened to an audio book of the first human - i need to look up the author again.

i listened to the end hoping to hear something about java man. i was thinking about the history of timor, which is not too far from java, and hoped to learn somwthing i could use in my book.

alas.

nothing. it was very interesting nevertheless - i learned alot about paleontologists.

two things about krakauer's Into Thin Air

So I just finished Jon Krakauer's Into Thin Air, in which he describes his group's ascent in 1996 when some good people died in the process. Like Junger's Perfect Storm, this one's a heavy read. And they both benefit from lots of research.

But the two parts that stood out for me as I work on my own opus are as follows:

On page 351 Krakauer writes about his first days home after the unimaginable weeks he just experienced on Everest:

The twenty-five pounds I'd lost in Nepal came back with a vengeance. The
ordinary pleasures of life at home - eating breakfast with my wife, watching the
sun go down over Puget Sound, being able to get up in the middle of the night
and walk barefoot to a warm bathroom - generated flashes of joy that bordered on
rapture.

I wouldn't say I ever felt quite like that, but there's some resemblance. Eating a home cooked meal, American style, or even eating out, looking up at the sky at night and not being able to see all those stars I could see in Timor, using the Western bathrooms - these things felt different than before. It was comforting in some cases and awful in others - the contrast was real and I couldn't decide which I preferred.

As for the second thing, well, I looked at it and realized it doesn't really fit. It had to do with Krakauer's wife's reaction to his decision to go on this trip -she stayed behind, you see. But that doesn't work for us because we both went, together.

Though it does remind me of something. I would be lying if I didn't say that joining was Bekah's idea - it was her baby. She thought of it, it was her dream. I was along for the ride. It was a ride I was thrilled to take, but in the end it was her call as to when we got off. If she had decided to leave and was sure of it I would not have stopped her.

A review of Americans Do Their Business Abroad on peacecorpsworldwide.org

I received an email a while back from a one John Coyne saying he ran across this blog (and I just realized that he commented on my essay "Worthy of Reflection" - I had never thought to check for comments). He asked me if I was interested in reviewing books for his site, peacecorpsworldwide.org. I wasn't sure at first. I was suprised that someone who ran across my blog all of sudden wanted me to help him out. I was suspicious. So I told him I wasn't sure. He wrote back saying don't worry about it.

I immediately changed my mind. I wrote him back saying I was being overcautious and that I would love to help out. A few days later I got a book in the mail.

The review I wrote is here.

Coyne is one of the original volunteers and has been around the writing block. Before launching his current site, which has loads of information on PC and other things, he edited peacecorpswriters.org, which is now the part of the site in which my review appears.

Junger's Perfect Storm

I thought I could learn something from this book. I knew he did a sort of group portrait and that he recreated something no one knows for sure the best he could.

He did it well. He seems to cover every detail he could think to cover. He rode out on boats, went to the bars and shops, talked to weathermen, rescue divers and family. I mean he rocked it. And it actually made me realize that I should get my story down first and then decide what to spend time researching. Because right now I'm researching all kinds of things that may or may not be useful.

Webb's The Gradute

I started reading this book hoping, I don't know, to maybe try to remember what it was like having just graduated from college. We didn't join up until three years after but many volunteers sign up either during their senior year or right after, i think. Anyway, it didn't really seem in any way similar.

I can sum up his feelings with this one quote from page 11:

"The whole four years," he said, looking up at his father.
"They were nothing. All the things I did are nothing. All the
distictions. The things I learned. All of a sudden none of
it seems to be worth anything to me."

I don't think the point was for Benjamin to open up. Anyway, i still want to see the movie. Supposedly he ponders a PC recruitment poster in it.

Passionate Histories: When Scholars Become Activists*

* this was written for a history course, summer 2009, as a sort of histioriography


In this essay I look at three scholars – John G. Taylor, Benedict Anderson and Peter Carey – who went beyond writing histories and began to write passionately for a cause – the occupied yet ignored country of East Timor.

When I go to read a history of one place or another, I expect certain things. I expect the essay or book will be free of bias, or at least the bias will be hidden. I expect it to be a bit boring, perhaps. And by boring I mean lacking emotion. But I have found a few cases where scholars have smashed those expectations.

John G. Taylor, director of the Centre for Chinese Studies and Principle Lecturer in Social Sciences at the University of the South Bank, London, has written three books about East Timor. In reading his second, Indonesia’s Forgotten War: The Hidden History of East Timor [1], published in 1991, it seems Taylor is passionately rooting for the Timorese while acting hostile to its invaders.

“It is nothing less than an act of genocide committed by the Indonesian military,” he writes in the introduction. “A country which could have developed as a viable and successful nation-state is being moulded brutally in the Indonesian image, at a terrible cost to its population (ix).” He adds, “The history of East Timor needs to be recounted because of its concealment, but just as importantly because it is one of the most impressive and striking attempts ever by the people of a small nation to resist incorporation by the government of a large, powerful, aggressive military state, with all the necessary resources at its disposal (xiii).”

It becomes clear that this is more than a mere history book. Taylor has been moved, apparently, to do more than that, to put down his scholar’s hat and pick up the hat of the activist. A 1993 review praises the book, saying it “restores the significance of a war that was not so much obliterated from memory, as never really known.” [2] And wasn’t that what Taylor wanted? Yet this passion comes with a cost, as I will explore later.

Cornell University Professor of Indonesian Politics, Benedict Anderson, best known for his book Imagined Communities about the causes of nationalism, wrote an essay in the same year as the review above entitled “Imagining East Timor” [3] in which he argues that the Timorese reacted to the Indonesians as the Indonesians did to the invading Dutch. The essay has none of the passion of Taylor’s book but reads like the objective essay one would expect from a scholar. So Anderson presents a different kind of writer. He is drawing attention to the issue, but unlike Taylor he is not shouting it from the rooftops. But that will change.

Anderson and Taylor both contributed to the edited collection East Timor at the Crossroads: The Forging of a Nation, published in 1995. This is a collection of writings from not only scholars but also politicians, activists and refugees. The book is another passionate response to the issue. Though Anderson’s essay is more tempered than the others, it gets caught up in the flurry. So by association he is now passionate.

A review in The Journal of Asian Studies admires the contributors:

In a period when many scholars are uncritically attracted to the spectacular
growth of Southeast Asian capitalism, or are immersed in the depoliticizing
world of postmodernism, or have simply remained quiet because they fear the loss
of research access, it is encouraging to see scholars who openly support the
East Timorese's struggle for self-determination and straightforwardly criticize
one of Southeast Asia's remaining despotic regimes. [4]

This is the risk I mentioned above. The authors in this book risk never returning to East Timor or Indonesia. Some are Timorese and risk punishment but others, like Taylor and Anderson, because they are scholars and will be blacklisted. They knew this going in. The scholars jeopardized their careers in the name of justice. I find that fascinating, particularly because these scholars are Western scholars who do not have strong connections to the people of East Timor outside of research related areas, as far as I can tell.

But there is another risk this passionate history brings. In another review of the collection a strange trend is found. The author notes in the Timorese resistance leader Paulino Gama’s contribution that he alone looks at the brief civil war between the emerging political parties of East Timor in 1975. The review also notes that the chronology, put together by Taylor, leaves out the civil war. “This omission points to a deeper reluctance of many observers of East Timor openly to come to terms with the divisiveness generated by this short-lived but deeply felt conflict, which to this day haunts East Timorese politics, particularly in exile,” the author writes. [5]

I’ve noticed this, that the scholars are quite biased to Timor, refusing to dwell on anything that may put the Timorese in a bad light. In fact the Timorese appear to be innocent on all counts. Does this make the collection a flawed history? Of course the Timorese were victims, and the evidence of the Indonesian military’s brutality is disturbing, but the lack of two-sidedness makes these more rhetoric than historical.

But the people of Timor needed help immediately. There was no time to spare. The atrocities were going on then and would continue until something was done. These writers became the voice of Timor. They were respected Westerners. Timorese refugees had been calling for help from the beginning but were ignored – by most. It was this group of scholars who used the refugees’ testimonies to support their argument to the world.

Now to that last of the three scholars who has become an activist, Peter Carey, a Fellow and Tutor at Trinity College, Oxford and an Indonesianist. He is also one of the editors of East Timor at the Crossroads. In the preface to the collection he reveals how he became passionate about the Timor issue, writing that in 1983 he was asked to review politician James Dunn’s Timor: A People Betrayed. He said he was shocked by what he read.

“What could I do?” he wrote. “I could not pretend that I had not read the book. But, if I published a long review article, surely that would mean the end of my career as an Indonesianist, certainly the end of my access to the Indonesian archives?” He would write the review under a pseudonym but would be discovered anyway. He then began publishing essays about Timor under his real name and in 1990 even wrote a preface to John Taylor’s first book, The Indonesian Occupation of East Timor, 1974-1989: A Chronology. Carey also reveals in the preface that he is married to an Indonesian and that while in Indonesia he was rebuked and told he had shamed his family for what he had written.

While Taylor has written books and Anderson essays, Carey puts his passion in his book reviews. And boy does he put in his passion. In a review of the edited collection Bitter Flowers, Sweet Flowers, published in 2001, he writes of the contributors, “Unlike so many Western-based Indonesianists, particularly in the elite groves of Canberra academe, they have not left their consciences at the door.” [6] And so we see another aspect of this passionate scholarship – trash talking. I mean, that seemed like a real low blow. Is he calling his peers chickens?

It is almost as if there is some sort of pro-Timor, anti-Indonesia fraternity at work here. In it are Taylor, Anderson and Carey and the journalists and activists. Out are the Indonesianists who, according to Carey, refrain from writing about it. To support the fraternity theory look at how, later in the review, Carey seems to welcome Sarah Niner to the fold for contributing something new while he slights Geoffrey Gunn for getting some of his facts wrong.

In a review of both Bitter Flowers and another edited volume, The East Timor Question, [7] published in 2000, the author writes, “Many of the voices of Indonesia's Western adversaries are again raised in the two edited volumes .” He saw what I see, calling my “fraternity” the “voices of Indonesia's Western adversaries.” He adds that The East Timor Question “in particular articulates the outrage that informs so much of the Western discourse on the politics of East Timor.” [8]

I realize that I did not come up with any good answers, for example I do not offer a reason why the scholars do this other than that they were appalled by what they saw, but I hope I pose some good questions. It is not hard to imagine why journalists would want to report on the invasion, but to see scholars like Taylor, Anderson and Carey turn their attention to something that can jeopardize their careers and to then write about it passionately is worth a closer look. Why did these three, and there may be others I haven’t found, do what others did not? And perhaps more importantly, did their decisions to speak up have the desired effect? That would require much more study, but I think I can safely say their work kept the issue alive.

Notes
[1] In this book he receives praise from none other than Ben Anderson and Peter Carey, the other subjects of this essay. I will write more about this “fraternity” below.
[2] Volkman, Toby Alice. The Journal of Asian Studies, Vol. 52, No. 4 (Nov., 1993), pp. 1093-1094. Volkman is with the Social Science Research Council.
[3] Published in Arena Magazine No.4 April - May 1993. This article is based on a lecture at Monash University in 1992. Volkman mentions the essay in his review of Indonesia’s Forgotten War.
[4] Abinales, Patricio N. The Journal of Asian Studies, Vol. 55, No. 3 (Aug., 1996), pp. 774-776.[5] Ryter, Loren. Indonesia, Vol. 61, Pramoedya Ananta Toer and His Work (Apr., 1996), pp. 179-185. Published by Southeast Asia Program Publications at Cornell University.
[6] Indonesia, Vol. 73 (Apr., 2002), pp. 171-176. Published by Southeast Asia Program Publications at Cornell University.
[7] Carey contributed the essay “A Personal Journey Through East Timor.”
[8] University of South Carolina Southeast Asia scholar Donald Weatherbee reviews both for Pacific Affairs, Vol. 75, No. 2 (Summer, 2002), pp. 333-335.

portugal and the quest for the indies

"but althiugh arab seaman had sailed their dhows up and down the east coast of africa since before the time christ, they never ventured beyond the limits of the monsoons in the neighborhood of madagascar..." p 46

but the greeks had been further

so bizzare to imagine they had no idea what was around the bend. i guess that's like us and space today

no we read about Henrique, who's crews first started out down the African west coast. The tie between the timorese and me? his bravery/innovations/ambitions on the sea, which led to his country's discovery and colonization of Timor, inspired/made possible Columbus' trek to America, where I and my anscestors are ans have been for many years. ???

Peter Hessler's "River Town"

I just read this, a year after I started this blog and nearly a year since I last wrote in it. But I'm concentrating on my thesis now and have started reading and taking notes again. I'm not going to do as before and post after each chapter but I will just list all my notes here by page number.

Here goes:

I didn't start taking notes until page 70, but before then I can say i knew this was going to be good from the start. In the "Author's Note" he writes: "Rather than an inquiry into a source or a destination, this is an account of what it was like to spend two years in the heart of the great river's current."

I want to do things differently, to be sure. I want to tell more of the story - who were these volunteers before, during and after?

He also writes that this book is a mix of things he wrote in China and things written after. I think it workd for the most part, but after a while it seems random, in a distracting way. I will look to the things I wrote in Timor, but I think I will only use bits and pieces, ideas, really. I'm not that writer anymore.

p3 - He starts the book as his character approaches his site in a boat. Again, I want to start earlier.

p70 - he's trying to learn the language with "a vague goal of reading a newspaper." I had that same goal in my education office. I marked up the papers with stars and definitions.

p73 - he has a bad basketball experience playing with the faculty. I had a good soccer experience playing with the faculty (and with others). He loved running, as he was a runner, and I loved soccer, ditto.

p75 - he took language classes - we taught english to family (we didn't have a formal tutor but everyone we met taught us) and we did the english radio, with guitar accompaniment

p80 - local drinking traditions- TUA!

p93 - my one soccer game and the goal i scored vs his big race? The girls game we coached was one of my only real achievements (coaching the frisbee team was another)

p117 - he tells of the slow boat ride. our boat to Atauru was much different - fear

p135- Chinese 'gods' are politicians - like Timor's Xanana - godlike

p139 - friendships - Peter and Adam, me and Jay, Bek and Sarahs P and C. He doesn't go much into it but more than in any other PC Memoir. I plan to make relationships a theme.

p139 - he mentions speaking pidgin Chinese with Adam. WE did the same with tetun, putting an 's' to make something plural...

p140 - he began to wander around the city, go to the same places and he became friends with the owners. WE did the same with Loja Manufahi and Melki and Lius.

p149 - he took a trip alone up a river. we were always planning trips - biking the island, climbing the mountains - but we only got to climb to the base of Kablaki

p155 - Day of Pure Brightness like Santa Cruz Day and climbing Remelou

p165 - Sports Day (he ran, got sick and never ran again) - the games at Same, including our sideshow girls soccer match

p181 - portugal in SE Asia - Macau in China

p198 - touches on his religion - "I'm Catholic" - but only slightly. I want to talk more about my 'broken road'

p205 - ah, he talks about writing! He mentions how he takes notes during conversations and how he spends his morning at his writing desk. I very much like this, very much.

p238 - he says his chinese name, Ho Wei, was a new identity for him. Was it the same for us? Was I Maun Challes? Was Bek Mana Bekah?

p255 - we had two incomes - money went to rent, we had a problem changing 20s and had to buy in bulk - boxes of deho tuna, water bottles, supermei noodles

p294 - illnesses - he plays them down (even a busted eardrum). I will not play our illnesses down. They were a big part of the experience. I mean, healthy Americans getting sick all the time. I found a book that may provide insight - Hope Endures - about a nun who got sick and realized it wasn't worth it (she also worked in Timor after leaving and becoming a doctor)

p295 - "I no longer thought of myself as being alone." I never felt that, did I?

p297 - a little boy is scared of PH - our kids were not, except for the twins - oh, i loved the kids. i've got to include them.

p329 - his dad visits. our parents planned to. Jay's friend Lisa did...

p388 - "For two years I had never been bored." Well, damn. I was always bored.

p396 - as he concludes, "I had never had any idealistic illusions about my PC service in China..." That's amazing. Though I knew I wasn't going to save the world, I did, oh yes I did daydream about big things - rebuilding the soccer fields, making the map...